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Not A Daughter
06:59
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Not knowing
Where illness ends
And you begin.
At night,
Confusion worsens,
I become the center
Of hallucinations,
You call,
I come.
These last memories—
Stop hurting me!
Why are you doing this to me!
I am nobody,
Not a daughter,
My face, empty.
Empty as your eyes when you asked me
To end you.
You stopped eating months ago,
You were meant to die months ago,
When the cancer was caused by them.
I wondered when
You would die.
Your mind, a prison.
My last moments with you—
Get out!
Get out!
I am nobody,
Not a daughter,
Empty.
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2. |
Deathbed
08:31
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Too late,
The light left,
Your hand twitched,
Warm still,
I cried your name,
Forgive me
For not being there,
Too late,
I hate that you went
Without me,
Unaware,
I cried your name,
Forgive me
For not being there,
Too late,
Blush left
A yellow hue,
A frame so thin
I cried your name,
A cold room,
The TV buzz,
A nurse who barely knew
Your name
Your living face,
Forgive me,
For being too late.
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3. |
Gnaw
11:43
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I
A sharp snag,
caught against,
in the snare,
guilt clutch cut,
a dead end.
Stunt—
Slow explosion.
Give my early years back,
and I can begin.
Stretch the reject,
punish, affect
the wild wretch.
Gnaw,
scrape and scrawl,
murmur hope,
live in shame.
II
Tear and trap—
knot.
Stamp slaughter.
Sanity pulled—
taught,
pulled tight,
shot.
Stamp slaughter—
knot.
Tear and trap.
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Agoraphobic Nosebleed Bethesda, Maryland
Agoraphobic Nosebleed formed in 1994 in Springfield, Massachusetts, United States. The line-up
includes Jay
Randall, Richard Johnson, and Scott Hull. Agoraphobic Nosebleed is one of the most well-
known and influential drum machine grindcore bands.
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